F R I E N D

My friend...
Don't let ur eyes drench in the sea of sorrow...
Don't let difficulties squeeze ur heart and thought... and importantly..
Don't let the idea of our parting come to ur thought until i leave my last breathe...
The time i shared wid u and U are there where memories of people who settled there are not going to fade away until i fade away into the past...

Searching in need of a friend who deserves this....

August 15...

August 15..

The day the wonderland of India got Independence after a long spell of hibernation...

why i called this hibernation...is...

India is a poor country...but people here are rich..

and all the treasure and resources we collected were taken away by the British..

Jst like the grasshoppers take away the food of ants in 'Bugs life' ....that ants have stored for the coming summer

Being one of the very ancient civiilzations of the world....the huge amounts of our national treasure has been fleeced....along with the lives of great people who sacrificed their lives for the independence of the nation...

By the time the british set our country free...there is nothing...

Gradually we regained our status on world arena...setting ourselves now as the 12th richest
nation of the world...

The huge arsenal of our country is our mental and physical ability to work hard...

Atleast we from our era...we should try to abolish the at present atrocities like corruption, reservation, caste system... which mainly brings our notion of equality to demise..

So, lets take an oath to protect our arsenal (i.e, our intelligence) and make our minds
to "Serve the Nation "

In the name of God :)

" God " for me is nothing but a statue we created..
so as to set a beleif in ourselves tht there is some one to punish us for our sins..
There is nothing he would come and do for you...

there are many people who took birth on this holy land..all those who did great help to mankind..were worshipped in their era..
as the years passed their history also descended.....

For example..

Many people worship Lord Ram..
althogh it occured in thretha yuga which is thousands of years ago we remember him.. as it is written in our great epics...
According to that...he was a great king then..so people started worshipping him as the years passed...

There is no need to worship them....thinking that there would be some boon to us...admire them.. get inspired by them...

its good to admire people who took birth on this great land...but leaving ur future to god thinking that they wld do smething for u ...is a perfect madness..

They may have supernatural powers when they lived..but all of them have gone wid their demise...The power that u have now is ur talent...make it help the world...

All the money u put into the hundis may not serve the purpose...

Mother Teresa is the godess of many orphans and needy in India....
Instead of giving copious amounts of money in the name of god...u help the needy and make it serve the right purpose

All that is there is ur ability to think and innovate..and create....

don't subside ur natural talent in the hope of boons from ur worshipping god...

Even wat u do today becomes history tommorrow...

History is good but even more fascinating and interesting is to do or help in making history..

We shld think of the past...get admired from our ancestors...and try to make our future greater than the past

Mans development from barbarism to civilization is supposed to be the theme of history...

All that u achieve is not by god's grace but by ur own hard wrk and thinking...

Live the life of a legend..u will be one of the great people...

Keeping this in mind give ur mind some cerebration... Jst think of it,,

This is my opinion..and don't take it serious if u disbelieve it....

The Theory of Relativity

My theory here is not that proposed by "Einstien" , but of the other kind which is the relations between humans.
Human relations like mother,father, friends etc...
In my 20 yrs of life on this 4 billion yr old huge mass of dust i have never found a gooooood friend other than my father..... I like to spend time with him..even now being 1500km far from him i speak to him atleast 30 min every other day...thanx for grahambell..
I also love my mother verrrryy much. Its tough time for her when i am at home as i irritate her doing many mischevious things.. As i am the only child ..she loves me verrrryyy much.. I still remember her crying like a small child when coming to DA-IICT for doing my undergraduation.
Now comes the turn of my friends..

when i was in hyderabad, first 11 yrs of my life..i had 4 good friends.. Dayakar, Priyanka, Gnaneshwar, Srujan.. i met them after 9 yrs... Dayakar and Gnaneswar leaving their studies and working becos of some financial probs.. Srujan doing his Btech.. and Priyanka ..haven't met yet.. perfect competitors wid me in studies then.. They were my true friends ..

From then i haven't found a single friend who is not an oppurtunist..All of them had frienship wid me jst for their need.. As i used to stand first in school then.. they didn't allow me to study wid them...they used to eliminate me from their grp while studying..I jst hate such people...From then i was alone..

they are like worthless creatures to friendship just like knowledge without wisdom..
Einstein could relate mass with its velocity for his relativity.. but i couldn't relate these people with others for my relativity....

As my views and notion of friendship are rising higher i found lesser and lesser who are good...and i found no one who is not an oppurtunist till i joined DA-IICT. I also had some good friends at Gowtham during my longterm..but not at the best of my view.. but i got rid of my loneliness at least now at DA-IICT.
why do these people do friendship... ruining its very cause and its meaning,,,,
I beleive in true friendship..and hate those people who pretend to be friends..for their well being..and also hate those who lie to me when i trust them the most..

Hope to find a best friend as best as my dad ........... :)

changing ambitions

I wished to become a doctor in my childhood. that desire became strong when my mamayya(mother's brother) died due to cancer with an unfulfilled desire of becoming a doctor.
At last I had to take up engineering as my father and my headmistress forced me.
Gradually i grew my interest in engineering. There afer my desire was to become a part of indian space research by taking aerospace engineering. With my building ineterests .. i became a great fan of APJ Abdul kalam after knowing about him and reading his biography and set him as my idol.
June 2004 , i regard as the worst period of my life.. Here i failed i 2 aspects......
failed getting into IIT and the desire to take up aerospace engineering perished...the other failure being ... making my father quit smoking by getting into IIT.. which i promised him to achieve and make him quit.. he also agreed for that..
"The first promise i have failed in my life" and thereafter i never gave a promise to others(mostly as i remember)
Now I am doing my engineering in ICT and wishing to take VLSI in my coming future..
I don't know where it takes me.....but my burning desire of taking active part in the development of my nation never died...
The only principle i follow for this and i often advice my friends is......
" Hope it,Visualise it ,dream it and i am sure u can get to ur destiny" and losing hope is the only shortest path to misery...............................

My childhood

June,26 1986 ,, the day i have landed on the great land of India, in a small town of Andhra pradesh named khammam. i spent my first three years of childhood in a village named Repallewada..
My grandmother's village(my mother's mother).

I njoyed a lot staying in rural India especially its greenery,the love and affection people show etc. .A big house wid nearly 20 cattle...5-6 people working at home.. it was really njoying and great pleasure living there.. My village is really beautiful with hills on three sides, forest within a reach of 3-4 km.....

getting up between 4 to 5 in the morning .. playing wid my little doggie(raja). when the servants.. oh no they r not servants.. they used to mingle wid our family.. i used to call them mamayya(uncle).. annayya(brother) etc.. i used to drink cow milk jst after milking early in the morning.. so in the afternoon jst playing.. or otherwise going to the fields.. and playing playing nd playing.
as i am the only grand son then, they used to show lot of love and affection on me. Our family consisted of my grand mother and grand father, my mother's two sisters and a brother. they used to come there during vacation.

A spl day

Today, April 2nd 2006 , one of my spl days in DA-IICT. the reason is .... i got up at 11:30 in the morning ... i have never slept for such a long time here..
May be becos of my strainuous yesterday...also the April fools day...[:)] including 2 exams,cleaning my room, two hours of power play in cricket, 4 hrs of power breakdown, 2 movies.. such a looooooong day..
I enjoyed a lot during that 4 hrs of power cut..
Not knowing what to do..playing wid stones in cafeteria generating sparks due to friction between them... jst like a nomad man.. understanding the difficulties faced by man in his earlier days of scientific innovation.
then cracking a lot of jokes on my friend bhargav.... and his ................[:)]
After watching 2 telugu mvies a splendid and memorable day ended at 3:30 am paving way for an another memorable day waking me at 11:30......